Sometimes you have to make some really hard choices, and either option is going to leave you hurting. Sometimes life is a really tricky thing. And you just don't know what you want. Because really you want to have your cake and eat it too. But it's not completely in your control. And so life is just really, really hard in those moments. So you have to just wait and see what happens, and pray that the best thing happens, whatever it may be. Cause you don't know what that best thing is.